brodyblue's Diaryland Diary

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for you little girl....

I have an overwhelming urge to outdo you....
Unexplainable and unattainable.
Straining to keep my vision, to keep my beliefs in check.
I don’t want to be you in another form, all that negativity crammed into one lonely soul.
Still life as you want me to be, afraid to blink, afraid to breathe.
Alone and in between lies and truth.
I object to reflect upon what I don’t have.
You see that’s the difference between you and I.
Forever resting on the shoulders of others, because alone you feel you are nothing.
Opposed to using your own brain, or your own heart.
Dreaming dreams that fall short of what you really want.

11:55 p.m. - 2004-10-22

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