brodyblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- foralldacows Like Mark I don't know how to respond to foralldacows recent entry. I do want to say that I am sorry that things got to be so rough for you. And I know that that is not what he would want me to say. He doesn't want my pity. He doesn't need it. I know that life gets hard, I know that someone can break you, I know what it's like to not want to go on. Trust me I've slit my wrists a couple of times. But do you know what happened? First I bled, then my wounds began to scab, and after the scabs came the scars. The scars I carry remind me that I made it out alive. I conquered when it seemed like it was impossible. This may seem wrong to some people but every time I see those scars it kind of makes me proud. Proud to know that I overcame the crush of my heart, Proud to know that I escaped their sighs of dissapointment, Proud to know that if I had to I could do it again. But I wouldn't want to. But that's the thing..... I will never know when the "higher power" will want to cast another stone my way. I know that it's possible. But if that happens I know I will take awhile to mend...But mend I will. And I hope with every inch of my soul that you will too. -brodyblue- 11:06 p.m. - 2004-10-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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