brodyblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- R.I.P. JULIE Today was the first day of school... Im depressed.. :( Im going to a funeral tomorrow. She was beautiful, fresh out of highschool, and sooo sweet. She would have been leaving for college soon. Shit happens. But why her? This is going to sound lame but im glad we werent really close or else I would be dead right now. She had a way of making everyone feel important when they were talking to her. Its hard to believe that just 2 weeks ago I saw her and we talked and asked how eachother were doing and then we said our goodbyes. When I think about it I feel regret for not taking the time to get to know her better. We were teacher's assistants together for a whole fucking year and I didn't even ask her to hang out on a weekend or even go to lunch with me... I don't know if I can handle going to her funeral tomorrow, I have been to enough in the past year. She really was beautiful..the kind of girl I wished I could be. Her name was julie and she's opened my eyes....don't take anyone for granted. 3:43 p.m. - 2004-08-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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