brodyblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BITCH BITCH.BITCH.BITCH. I saw you walking alone all of the time. My friends and I would drive by you when you were walking to lunch by yourself. You were quiet, your hair piled over your eyes. You never made eye contact. You always had this sad look on your face, like you were about to cry. Finally one day I stopped you as you were going to lunch by yourself again. I asked you if you wanted to come to lunch with us. You smiled and you said sure. I made you laugh, and for a second I forgot what your sad face looked like. Everyday after that you came with us to lunch. Then I asked you if you would like to hang out one weekend, you smiled and said sure. I called you and you were surprised because people never called for you before. We laughed and we got to know eachother. You stayed the night. Your parents were happy that you had actually made friends. The next year at school you began to open up. My friends became your friends. If anyone said anything bad about you I was right there telling them otherwise. They began to see what I saw. We were together constantly. You didn't know I liked Ray. Then you told me that you liked him. So I abandoned all feelings for him,so you could persue him. He didn't like you, and he told me so. But I felt such rage towards him when you found out. You cried and cried and I let you cry on my shoulder. I told you that you were better than him. And you are. I told you we were best friends, and you were so glad because you said even though you considered me your best friend you weren't sure if I considered you my best friend. Well i do. You had a final on the last day of school and you had to write an essay on any topic you wanted.....You chose me. And do you remember what you wrote?? You said that I was the best thing to ever happen to you, that I was the reason why you were finally happy. And that if it weren't for me you would still be alone and sad. And I am greatful that you felt that way. We have been best friends forever and I LOVE YOU. But I never thought I would see the day when you ditched me. For him of all people. I introduced you to him. I can't take this over and over again. You know that I would drop anything for you. It's just unbelievable to me that I can be replaced that easily after all of this time. BITCH.BITCH.BITCH...... I LOVE YOU. -brodyblue- 3:01 p.m. - 2004-07-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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